Fisher rests on his bed with his 9mm while calling a girlfriend back home. A couple weeks earlier, while communicating with friends on MySpace he came to the realization that his on-again, off-again relationship with Kirsten was over. "It's one of those things, man," he said. "You can't really let it hit you. Just continue with the mission. . . . What the hell am I supposed to do?" Soon after he began calling a former girlfriend. They talked about getting together when he returned stateside... Her name was Devin.